Holocaust Denial and Dresden 'Avengers' - get their facts all NPD Cluster C

because 'accounted' for and 'unaccounted for', are two different stats, you do know this?

Holocaust stats

Mind Games of the Powerful NPD's - Mossad? WTF?

We like Sam Vaknin for his very clever NPD awareness, he's also a self-confessed psychopath. I think he's a sociopath, he's not hard-wired. Maybe he is? What does he want? Anyway - however it unravels, this is online. Makes you wonder what the HUGE thing was?

From: "Sam Vaknin author of \"Malignant Self-love\"" <vakninsam@gmail.com>
> Date: Mon, 23 May 2011 10:21:02
> To: Fred Burton<burton@stratfor.com>
> Reply-To: "Sam Vaknin author of \"Malignant Self-love\"" <samvaknin@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Follow Up
>
> Thank you for reverting, Fred.
>
> I am looking for an investigative journalist with the pecuniary means to
> pursue a worldwide story.
>
> Before you proceed, I want you to know that I am dead set against what are
> commonly labeled "conspiracy theories". I am incorrigibly - nay,
> religiously - addicted to rationalism. See these, for instance:
>
> http://www.globalpolitician.com/2460-conspiracy
>
> http://www.globalpolitician.com/25203--terror
>
> But "conspiracies" - in the sense of "coordinated actions for obtaining
> common goals in a largely surreptitious manner" - do occur, as you well
> know.
>
> My name is Sam Vaknin and I am the Editor-in-Chief of Global Politician
> (globalpolitician.com).
>
> Thirty years ago, in my early twenties, I found myself involved in what
> turned out to be a global conspiracy. Now, with Osama bin-Laden dead,
> Shabtai Kalmanovich murdered, and my health failing rapidly, I feel morally
> obliged to reveal what I know (and thus also to provide myself with an
> insurance policy).
>
> Before I proceed to disclose more, I would like to establish my credibility
> by providing you with a few facts that can be easily verified.
>
> Between 1983-7 Elkana Gali, Motti Hod, Raffi ("hamasriakh", the Stinker)
> Eitan (of the Leke"m) and other military and intelligence figures worked
> together with me (Shmuel "Sam" Vaknin, brother of Sima Gil-Vaknin, Israeli
> military censor) on a "mivtsa" (operation) so secret that only Eizer
> Weitzman and Shimon Peres (and his businessman brother) knew about.
>
> In 1985-7 Gali, myself, Al Schwimmer, Marcus Katz, Efraim Ilin, and Ya'akov
> Nimrodi (all of them protagonists in the Iran-Contra affair) leased (from
> another ex-Mossad agent) a house in 34 Connaught Square in London. They
> hired the services of Bernard Garbacz (Landau-Morley), an accountant, to
> set up for them an offshore (Isle of Man) corporation named IPE.
>
> As a cover story, we collaborated with KGB agent Shabtai Kalmanovich (Liat
> ltd.) and two Americans (probably CIA agents) Jack Peters and Sheldon
> Silverston ( shelusapatriot@gmail.com ) on a deal involving President Momoh
> in Sierra Leone. When Kalmanovich was no longer needed, the Mossad kidnapped
> him and brought him back to Israel to stand trial. Kalmanovich was murdered
> last year in Russia after he threatened to reveal what he knew.
>
> In truth we, "the Six", were involved in something MUCH bigger, something
> that went awry and led to September 11 and had a huge and lasting impact on
> the history of Israel, the Middle-East and the USA. Something that also
> involves Khashoggi, Putin, bin-Laden, fusion energy, Nessim Gaon, Alexander
> Haig, Ronald Regan, Bush Sr., Olof Palme and many other world leaders and
> celebrities.
>
> Following time done in prison for securities fraud (1995-6), I left Israel
> and am now living in Macedonia (where the tail of the abovementioned plot
> still unravels).
>
> If you know someone who might be interested in my story, he or she can
> verify the information contained this message. If it pans out and if (s)he
> would then like to pursue it, write to this e-mail address and we will agree
> on how to proceed.
>
> Thank you for taking the time to consider this.
>
> Sam
>
> Sam Vaknin, Ph.D. (E-mail : senioreditor@globalpolitician.com Mobile/Cell:
> +38970-565488)
>
> United Press International (UPI) Senior Business Correspondent Articles
> Archive
>
> http://www.upi.com/search/?sp=t&sLocation=sStories&ss=Vaknin
>
> Editor-in-Chief, Global Politician and Founding Analyst, International
> Analyst Network
>
> http://www.globalpolitician.com/search.asp?keyword=Vaknin
>
> http://www.analyst-network.com/profile.php?user_id=79
>
> Chronicle Media Group
>
> http://www.losangeleschronicle.com/authors/view/941
>

Survivors mantra 'I haven't done anything, I haven't done anything wrong, I haven't done anything'

Innocent victims of NPD's - be it emotional/physical/sexual (none are 'worse' - this is not a competition and should never be, each experience is unique) will relate to this. And to phobias and phobic reaction

 A narcissistic 'influencer' will never, ever allow you to express an opinion that differs to his. If you do, you will be 'destroyed'  NPD's aren't stupid in the least

Schizotypal/Avoidant for example, is ALWAYS the result of long-term 'shaping' (negative influence 'model')  from the erosion of natural personality via constant abuse, shaming and fear induction with undermining by older, trusted NPD people, who could instill 'be afraid of everything'  - which trusting babies take straight to heart, being afraid is the new 'normal' for them, no matter how contradictory the older 'love' (mother/sister/brother/fad/carer) seems, the child equated the 'strength' with 'corrrect' thinking.

 I was fortunate as I was loved by my mother, whom, with hindsight and insight, I believe was a bit autistic but not NPD. However, I had older NPD siblings who are/were, one was schizotypal.  He never hurt me. The NPD's/ASPD almost killed me- whilst they were maintaining 'hero' status. Very NPD.

 The thing that kept me surviving when I had no personalty, no voice and no sense of 'self' - was great TV shows, that proved I was 'right' - Like 'Little House on the Prairie' and 'Columbo'. TV and radio kept me going all my life. It's great to hear that there is now great advice out there and I recommend these things to help heal from abuse, even if it's 'too late' - you can still recover when you think right! So here's what to do!

NPD's stir and lie. They are great fakers but the 'proof of the pudding' is in how they live.  Entitled, scheming, backstabbing and 'phony'.

Get REAL control! 'INSIGHT' !

Identify your labels, identify your feelings,give yourself a narrative - TALK TO YOURSELF OUT LOUD (but quietly, you may have NPD stalker neighbours who WILL get you locked up!)

1. Keep a notepad open all day

2. Write down every decision you make about everything

3 Identify which emotion or combination of, you have

4. At the end of each day, summarise all you learned

5. Understand and note down all feelings of 'reaction' 

6. KNOW that your reactions are often a mistake, learn to master all of them - not just fear

Do this for two months, start again as you may fail at first. Keep trying, persist.

During this time, do two things - learn to focus, learn a new hobby.

Meantime, the best books for me (READ THE COMMENTS) are John Bradshaw's  

Elizabeth Lucye Robillard 

Mental Health Help - Phobic Reaction, Diet

Everyone can suffer from phobic reactions, even some professional shrinks (my experience) Some phobias can be cured or modified using repeated exposure, until desensitised to the feared thing. Other phobias, social phobias like Emetopobia, cannot be treated like that successfully (not usually) as it would mean making someone very ill indeed over a long period of time, so it isn't practical at all.

  Emetophobia is often linked to Anorexia, Anorexia and bulimia are often NPD but not always.

In order to help identify your unique and deep seated problems (usually the root cause of your trauma-reaction) we need first address general anxiety and our reactions to things. How you react generally is worth noting as not understanding your reactions, can make panic attacks and anger much worse when left unchecked. Keeping a notebook or diary (I use a notepad program on a computer) handy and jotting down all reaction, helps identify triggering thoughts and other things that release unwanted stress hormones that cause panic attacks or psychosis.

Always work on increasing your patience and testing yourself to see if your impulses are angry, sad or physical.  Label each reaction as one or a combination, in order to successfully identify the causes, do this for one month. This also helps with clarifying your thinking. *Not all reaction is bad/wrong, you just need to learn to modify reactions to suit you better.

If you hop from one therapy to the next and it isn't helping, it's likely you need to take an online course in  Nutrition and/ Psychology/CBT. Food intolerance recognition is still in its infancy, so to ensure you're getting the right treatment for you, be sure to rule it out as well as B12 deficiency (use probiotics anyway, these can be tailored to suit your needs, fortified foods, plain yogurt and pickles every day for 90 days will usually help, as will adding dark leafy greens to sandwiches and using brown instead of white bread, and eating a little dark chocolate every day - try this for a few months) Eat as though diabetic, as sugar-spikes can trigger anxiety. White sugar sucks, but other sugars are OK if kept to a minimum and eaten with protein. I've heard the argument that all carbs turn to sugar but white sugar can cause havoc in sensitive immune systems. Grind your own nuts (I use a meat grinder, works for carrots too, cheaper than a mixer and you can eat the person you hate after the murder (joke)) and sprinkle on oats with Cinnamon (blood sugar stabiliser, potent antioxidant) and dried fruits for a snack that will keep you calmer for longer.

If you fall off your plan for a while, never worry, just start again.  (It took me three goes to quit smoking years ago)

There are dozens of great, not-too-tricky psychology courses online (some free) 

There is a free, professional audio MP3 to help with panic attacks here (select 'First Aid for Panic')

Elizabeth Lucy Robillard

Psychiatry is CRAZY- ALL Mental Health, C-NPD? (Social Malstructure)

 

 

Absolutely Crazy Mental Health Today 

I love this self-discovery thing and AM determined to take you all down with me (NPD) 

Having experienced, and witnessed, plenty of 'malignant' Narcissism in my trembly, enlightened life, I can pretty much guarantee it's being wildly misdiagnosed. I'm almost certain that's also a part of Sam Vaknin's (NPD expert and very kind - psychopath) message too?

 Not sure yet, he has a lot of advice online, including loads of video's on Youtube that I haven't finished viewing. 

 'Compensatory Narcissism' (like mine?) must also be a not-all-self-blameworthy state whilst also in a state of academic ignorance/inability (perhaps combined with later trauma too)? Doesn't intent define this (Vaknin) diagnosis/'C-NPD'? I think his idea of NPD could also cover a range of phobic/traumatic conditions, if not ALL of them? Are all human ego's and the traumatised - NPD? It looks a bit like consciousness itself could be described that way? Are we all wrong about everything? Or is that just bits of it?

Am I too NPD to understand or process this? Does it let guilty pheckers off the hook? Are ALL blamers, NPD? Is 'compensatory' NPD the root cause of every terror/violence-induced trauma and social phobia in the book? (re-read the book Liz!)

I've also witnessed social workers (and mental health nurses) chronically misusing psychiatric terms - in  various situations-  that are then translated into actual, very serious disorders by doctors ('taking their word for it') when the evident behaviours witnessed were clearly (mostly not exaggerated) normal, human expressions. Not a major tantrum in sight. Such team-work could be construed as 'gaslighting'/gang-stalking/conspiracy. So don't blame the paranoids when 'conspiring against' them or when working in vast teams. (*Isn't it handy for people who harass you into a state of reactionary gaga helplessness, to then blame it on your being a 'nutter'? I guess, easily done when target also suffering abuse effects) I also had years of strange 'phone calls (and LOADS of hacking online) and was told I had 'multiple anomolies' on my 'phone line (BT via Talk-Talk (ISP) 2013) and yet -

In that particular hospital, giggling was described as 'mania' and fear ='Psychosis' (they were simple anxiety attacks/phobic reaction,/acth/cortisol/blood-sugar/ localised inflammation flares - why not describe symptoms for what they are globally known as, so things are understood better? Because, what WAS the point? Fun? (Those labels have a habit of sticking ya know) Maybe, it's all a bit prejudiced?

 Worse - a cocky psychiatrist, obviously with a 'take them down a peg, those egos' attitude (heart of gold I'm sure) was regularly informing obviously scared-but-bright people, that they have no 'insight' but the same was not guilty of giving any personalised, constructive direction, only fairly insensitive, rather smug blame-perceived (alienating due to lack of respect) interviews, weekly, culminating in prescribing extremely serious drugs (maybe, in the process, causing future brain-damage/Dementia?) with indefinite detention in a room alone, no radio/TV, 24/7 for months on end, without hope or a release date (on plastic mattress of 2 feet wide) this  prescription, mostly, only ever proves to relieve temporary situations (and maybe, in the process, causing future brain-damage/Dementia?) - or cause semi-catatonia (NPD) -  makes you wonder why prisons are also ineffective? Thus treatment regularly is further disabling these already confused and frightened human animals who need their problem-solving skills honed rather than annihilated or negative beliefs reinforced. How will they be when elderly dependents?

Makes you wonder on what genius philosophy psychiatry is based (a bit of Buddhism, Mu is useful) and if it's still globally relevant and why psychiatry has the highest rate of suicide than any other profession. Do they appreciate that each snowflake, leaf and identical twin, is unique? Do they want a heaving mass of sameness? I prefer to listen to happy and healthy people, me. I like to control my own serotonin and dopamine, thanks. I kinda know how to regulate it, mostly. I suffer Panic attacks (phobias, you can't repeat some phobic situations in order to use 'flooding' or 'desensitisation' effectively) miss the benzo's though. Doctors were very silly in mis-prescribing those things, now nobody can benefit from them (not in this part of the world) due to 'addiction potential'(don't give many and limit them even further to stupid/addictive people?)

 BTW - 'Routine' (an NPD hate) feeds addictive brains! Common sense innit.

*Vaknin also condemns non-editing as NPD. Could be genuine desperation? Need for candor/Script-kiddie battles/terror? Sometimes you just need to get the important message out to help someone, and to heck with that pedantic composition? (Damn that perfect psycho!)

Some of the staff were also overtly religious at that place (MH Hospital) But I'm a hard-earned atheist me (a two day breakdown ensued on discovery that gods are imaginary friends, after YEARS of god-swaps and (very handy) goddess-beliefs too truth-seekers :D (imagine how kids feel when considering the same for Satan Claws?)  Makes you wonder when they'll start trying to exorcise their talking snakes? But they were (usually) very kind, the staff, not so much when doubling up and dragging terrified sick people out of bed and onto public halls and into TV rooms (when very poorly with hospital bugs - though cleaners were also very gorgeous and very thorough)

I thought it only took a month to change a habit? Doesn't that fact separate the intentions from the hard-wired/biological/authentic (not the sociopathic/'Socially Malstructured'?)

There 'weren't enough beds' and you got the feeling that some inmates were homeless, and that was being treated as part of a mental illness?  The sleeping of vulnerable patients on public benches in halls, was also heartbreaking (also a bit startlingly yuk at times, was also truly horrible having no sound-insulation)

Most of the patients too, were gorgeous people. Really sweet, just not focused or understanding anger and fear reactions.

Students and advocates were consistently lovely, respectful and very kind (thank you, waves!) They were always trying to understand and be helpful despite our mass-self-ignorance. Most staff did their very best to be good and it's clearly not an easy job working on an MH ward (by ANY stretch)

Where do those boss doctors obtain their joy though? What type of role model are they?

Evidently, such psychiatric 'therapy' often ends in homelessness, ill-health, suicide, dependence on daily drugs, depression and dejected hopelessness. Would all that happen without the therapy, in any event? Wonder what the statistics say?

One woman wrote (after having been raped by a MH worker during her hospital stay)
'I was (generally) too defeated to do anything about it' (he was caught and imprisoned)

*Elderly (all NPD?) globally, should all have a NEW tablet, advertised in the NY times recently (for little kids) waterproof and shatterproof (cost about a hundred quid) - with online interactive support. The tech-phobia-anger is only fear. Gentle and frequent demonstrations and ego-massage, will get them past that. Patience is underrated too. Experience can't be bought and is underutilised. I know some incredible very active older people who're lovely. Doing voluntary work in their late 80's!

I witnessed an (actually fun and very beautiful/funny/intelligent/nice!) disturbed, NPD/BPD/Sociopath win a MH tribunal to leave hospital in order to escape ECT, and two perfectly 'normal' (if frightened and phobic) people lose their MH tribunals (Tribunals can include angry looking, excited/flushed/red-faced kinda, panting magistrate - plus superficially charming and sweet but ruthless (and negligent) MH solicitors, attractive (if condescending) MH nurses (truth, sorry) all working, valiantly, 'as a team' to condemn said scared mental 'victims' (not enough advocacy) who are then forced to stay in terribly noisy wards (quite dangerous, plus extremely loud alarms all day and lots of the night) invasive mixed wards (though folks were kindly warned when rapists were awake) as you are peeked at every ten minutes (strange men peeping all day/at night is never going to be popular with me) -  for months on end due to not wanting to take drugs (and suffering frequent threats of physical restraint by using huge-guy force if not)   *You have to call the police if you get assaulted by patients in there, which isn't that rare (Police visits were strangely welcome relief x)

Are cats Psychotic and Dogs NPD? Is 'being true to yourself' NPD?  Is any character at all, NPD? I'm not getting this. Must read that book properly (My lack of focus can be disgusting, NPD's sometimes self-loathe too) Is having a sense of humour, NPD? Is happiness? Cuz my little soul was always a happy and good one, I wanted to be a nurse age 4 and I still like to help people. Very selfish this self-validation?

Being properly assertive, seems to be a winner. Not every patient can own that skill too well under pressure or terror though. The fear-factor is misunderstood.

About 20-30% of the patients, quite clearly (to me!) shouldn't have been there. Not with their type of problems. Not in that 'adversarial, demeaning, defeating, scary' place. They also shouldn't be cuffed READ MORE

Autism Truth - finally coming out (see comments below video)

 Please
read carefully. Social workers and courts, are misdiagnosing NPD. They
confuse it with psychopathy. They believe children like this are at huge
risk of abuse. Instead of clarifying the dx (of parents) they are
taking children. They gang-up. That was due to 'common purpose' and BAD
NLP. We have no hope whilst Munby (head of Family Law in UK) lies about
wanting transparency in courts (he could change it himself with ONE
landmark case). He also presides over SEN tribunals.  I've witnessed him
abusing the system. Social workers need to be certain that parents are
not just 'healthy' narcissist with (maybe) schizotypal (not
schizophrenic) traits. They are often handing children to abusers.
Psychopaths - confident abusers with 'healthy esteem'. Check it all
out.

Also
- the truth about autism, it is MISDIAGNOSED. See UEB3A genes. and
Angelman Syndrome. The criminals misdiagnosing are using behaviorism
only. This thing is brain-damage or genetic. The damage is sometimes
caused by fetal alcohol syndrome but also - from vaccine damage (before
you ignore, see gov 'vaccine damage payment unit' - you have to be SIXTY
percent disabled, in order to get a payment. All vaccines can do this.
Autism is the label they are giving to narcissists with sociopathic
traits. Benefit cheat types. Extreme selfishness is NOTHING like these
children. I know all about it. I lost my son to a violent lunatic.
Fought for MANY years in secret courts. Time the crimes were outed. Best
of luck